so yeah

18 days until last day of finals

so yeah i saw Cold Creek Manor and The Life of David Gale. both were good, but cold creek manor was kind of weird. eh didnt like that movie as much as david gale. wow finally saw it after a long time. i recommend you see it. its good. makes you think and stuff.

well hmm. i dunno. im bored right now. i should go exercise my lazy ass. i cleaned my room a bit. just gotta put some stuff away. once again, i have a floor! haha yeah. uhmm. yeah 18 more days. 18! seems so little but seems like its gonna be a long 18 days. hmm.

well hmm tuesday i have yeagers teens. we're having parties in our classes. its the last day. so its gonna be fun. but they have hw they need to share with us. well i gotta make cupcakes and stuff and somehow contact my other group ppl who i dont have any contact information... hmm. this is gonna be a toughy. haha. hmm maybe someone else has their sn or something.

wednesday is folwell field day. helping out with that for yeagers teens at the end of block 2 and block 3. theyre gonna feed us. haha yeahh. supposedly they have good food. so yup. dont need to buy lunch or whatever. thatll be fun.

and thursday, yeagers teens once again. but the reward thing. which means we're going to SIX FLAGS! holla. 15 bux each for us. yay. havent been there since summer 2001. sheesh and before that it was like 6 years or something. hopefully ill be able to fit in those roller coaster seats. haha.... getting a bit snug. shooot.

well cant wait for step next week. really hope ill make the team. haha its gonna be hard to bond with all those girls though. i think so. so many.

so yeah. nothing else happening. except i just really need to start studying for finals. =( dont wanna take them. finals suck. but then again, if i just study and work hard these last few days and such im sure itll go by faster. like this week, it went by so fast. on thursday, i thought it was tuesday. maybe it was cuz the Germans were there. haha i dunno.

i really really need to lose mad weight. i really have to. i think its cause i dont have too strong of a will. but i do. i dunno. i gotta change my eating habits. bleh. if im gonna do step, im going to have to be fit. F.I.T. haha yeah.

CAC=
+conduct
+attitude
+cooperation

yerp. well ill write later. see ya!

(this was xanga entry. right now im in the process of making a new icon cuz this new york one is tiring me OUT. today the 30th is also ernie's birthday. so happy birthday to you, if you read this or whatever.)

hmmm.

oh man. uhm everything was pushed back. thank Goddd. but that means im really gonna have to study tomorrow, saturday, and sunday, and get all my hw done. remember, theres only how many days left? 25?? i think thats it. hollaaaa. yess. it seems so close, yet so far away. man. i cant wait til i get a job. i really need one. but dont know where. plus theres car problems. cuz my brother works now and he needs it too. my best bet.... would probably be at scary D.E. Jones. i dont want acme. too long a daym app. and at the computer. what the hell. why no paper? shiet. lazy ppl. or staples.. but i dunno. i need like all these references and stuff. hmm. maybe. but i dont think theyre hiring. i realllly reallly need a job, preferably close to my house.... so if i have to walk or something i will. oh this sucks. check out my xanga... i changed the colors and changed it up a bit too. im gonna change this. cuz its dull. and dark. check it out. leave me a comment. about the song. or anything. if you have an account.

hurting

yeah am i supposed to hurt in my arms and stuff, like i cant bend it w/o using my other arm to stretch it out? or is that just the sign of really really being out of so deng shape, im just gettin used to like, level ONE. haha prolly. i dunno. well im working on doing a lil routine everyday. runnin' included. but this week is like no time week. week from helllll. well gotta get back to study. studying is really hard for me. ehh. so hard.

UGH

soo much crap to do

this week (including next monday) is hell week. the buSIEst week everrrr yet.
aghhhhhhh.

yeah im tryin got to do situps (sorry bad grammer and not paying attention =P) pushups and abs stuff. haha targeting my abs and chest. yeah
i wanna be that skinny, yet not skinny skinny boy. haha i just wanna be thinner than i am now.
im faaat.

cmon pushups. work fo meeee.