so yeah i got a redoctane ignition pad

time for an update... no?

well

i hate living here

i wish i could live by myself

school sucks

i hate being fat

i hate being stupid and that im not up to par w/ everyone else at school

i hate my family

i hate filipinos

i hate doing things for filipinos b/c you cant "not " say no; you get trapped

i hate the fact that i dont have anyone to talk to, like about serious stuff

i hate the fact that i feel like no one wants to listen to ME

hate being ME

i hate that i feel so alone...



yeah whatever...
happy new year

well, its official. today was the last BK meal of my life. yeah. daym you bk.

started working out and running again today. yeah. i need to get in shape, especially if i get casted in the musical.
im tired of being fat.

so the auditions went okay. yeah i dunno. i was like part of the first group to read. sooo yeah not so much time to prepare. and apparently the script was in the library for months now? no idea? yeah. oh well. i guess we'll have to wait.

so no more rock rock BK. farewell.

bonjour all the healthy foods and ways of eating that i learned in my foods and nutrition for wellness class that im taking right now. yeha crazy. and ive been going to bk. soooo ashamed. oh man. alrighty.

farewell all you staff. maybe we'll give you guys an xmas card.

"im sorry arteries. i know, i know, its okay. just hang in there until i lose all this extra poundage."

yoooo im workin' on my gunsss oh hahahaah

yeah so when i flex its gonna shoot someone and ill be like oh shoot sorry didnt mean to shoot you

haha yeah

lemme summarize this ::

i started lifting

AWWW

awwww
i so definately ♥ my friends!!!
nothin but loveee baby.


so let me tell you about it.
so this week has been sort of crappy. was bummed i couldnt go to ny to see rufus w/ chelle, andrea2000 (;D jk jk), and rach and gill.
plus the rain made it gloomy.
until today. :D
so they sort of barrage me after school, lol. we're in a circle. then they pull out a present. and theyre like here!
i really surprised, and am like what??? so they tell me to open it and i do. and i see a barnes and nobles bag! ahhh
so guess what is it? the want two cd. signed by rufus himself. oh hollllla.

THANK YOU [GIRLS] SOO MUCH.
youve made my week.
YOUVE MADE MY CHRISTMAS.
YOUVE MADE MY LIFE.

NOTHIN but LOVE bab-eh` ;D

using ImageReady is fuuuuun

yeah sooooo for a bit time now ive been wanting to be able to make my own animated gifs. and so i went online and searched to see what i needed to make them. unfortunately i didnt have any of those programs. and then only yesterday, i found that i did. it was in the "photoshp" folder. haha lets just say its not mine... sooo i found the imageready program. and its soo good. haha making animated gifs of ppl is great. its fun. really is. maybe ill put some on here. haha. with their consent first, of course.


heather!

yeah sooooooooo. yeah...

EARTHTONE

Earthtone
^^^CLICK.
GO AND LISTEN. they are really good. john, jonah, luis, and josh. mad good. i was a bit surprised. so GO. now. just do it. youll smile.