well heya. im kind of bored. i shouldn't be. i have lots of time. so many things to do. but kind of lazy to do it. ive gotta def clean my room. and get more progress done on my english homework. i should be doing my SAT book too. really need to bring that score up.. i only got a 1180 so far. boo. how bout that 1300? aighty. yeah i want to see Spiderman 2. and i want the soundtrack. good songs.
yeah so i dont know where im at. im such a dork. i havent not been out w/ anybody ever since summer ended, well maybe once. ugh i need to get out more often. i really want to go to the beach. but im so tabaaat. but i want a tan. yeah. but yeah. i need to get out in the sun a lot more. i want a pool. or go to a "private" pool. where no one is there. yeah. i want to go swimming.
so yeah i sent my "who's who" thing today. hopefully itll get there by next wednesday, or else im screwed and won't be able to be published in the 38th edition. AP grades are available by phone today, but you must spend 8 ATP (as fitz put it) to get it. i might as well wait for July 15th in the mail. and see how bad i did on that biology exam.
yeah so i just want to get out more often in the sun. have fun in the sun. fun in the sun. i still need to lose mad weight. i lost like 5 pounds. i think. around that. yeah. mad ddr for like 2 hours gets you really pumped. its weird. the first half hour its really tiring and my right calf just hurts. but i keep stretching it out and later its fine. and then like after 45 minutes i just feel so energized. i should play for like 4-5 hours everyday or at least every other day, like Tanya Jessen. shes my idol. hah yeah. i just want to lose weight. im controlling what i eat, yah know, fruits, etc, and resisting a lot of carbs, etc. ughh. no soda. thats no problem. dont really drink soda, and drink lots of water. no problem either. i like it when my pee is clear haha. it means no acid. (haha ewww.) yeah so anyway...
yeah im just soo alone. wheres that special person ive been waiting for? out there somewhere doing the same? where you at?
(where are them comments? would like to get some feedback nah mean?)
