only 19 days left til senior trip!!! oh man

im gonna really watch what im eating and do mad exercising these last two weeks and couple of days.

if i stay true, we'll see what it does.

man yo, i still dont know how danielle did it. she lost like mad weight since like only last year, junior year. and this was the beginning of this year that she looked like that. i dunno, im sure there are many other factors along with that....

would i be cute if i was skinny? lol...

la di da - in a good mood....

... for now. well last night watched The Stepford Wives and I,Robot.  Both were good movies, but if i had to choose between the two I'd choose I,Robot.  I really liked it.  So i finished I,Robot around 2:30, which is when i went to sleep.  So this morning I woke up, did the papers. Ugh.

And I'm still pissed that the stupid guy at the U.S. Gas on 541 didn't give me my gas. Mothereffer. If he wasn't talking on his cell phone, and if he was paying attention, there wouldn't be a problem. Okay here's what happened. I pull up, and this guy is just yapping on his cell phone blahblahblah.  So I tell him 15 regular, and he goes ahead. But it seemed really quick for 15... but I was thinking the little lever on the gauge would go all the way up. (I only need 15 to fill up.)  But as I'm headed to BurlCoLib, it only goes to about in between the half and 3/4 full mark. EffERRRR. whatever. I'm never going back there. My sister had a bad experience with them too. They didn't give her the right change, but the one guy was saying no he was right. Ugh. Effin guy.

Well anyway, after papers, went in the kitchen and sat down.  It's quiet and no one is awake and up yet.  I look over to the sink and see its full of dishes. So I go and do it.

Now I'm here ready to clean my room.  Then later trick out my myspace.

Yeah this was one weird and boring entry. Sorry guys. lol.

so yeah. i think its an obligation for people to hit me in the head w/ the ball. yeah. it happened again today. sucks. i think theres some attractive force that is just playing with me. oh man. senioritis.

im a weird person

yeah so today after gym, and waiting for the bell to ring, i decided for myself that i might become depressed. hmm yeah thats weird and sad.  i mean, after finding out (see below) and then getting hit in the face with a ball in gym, and then almost slipping on ice made me feel so, i dunno. weak.

but now, i feel like "no, i cant do that. thats really stupid. why should i feel sad." ehhh *emoflipsan
i feel like i can do anything now. achieve my goals. complete my tasks. and in life. and esp. in my health. i need to just reallly get on the ball and push myself. just push and push and dont stop. until i feel like i really cant do anymore. and just reallly watch my foods. no one else is really helping me with that part, so its been hard. but now im just going to really do it myself. i have to. i need to.

all i need to do is buy Super Size Me.
so whenever i feel like im "hungry" ill just watch that. yeah. " day 3. *bleCH* "

ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..............

well ..... i got accepted to rutgers....

BUT not into ernest mario.... =\
bleh.

i did get accepted to cook though. funny, guess they felt bad, cuz ernest mario was the only college at rutgers that i applied to. ehh. looks like USP or MCPHS?.. still waitin on USP though......