Someone should talk to me about this. But not feel awkward, or obligated.
Oh I know, a therapist?
Hah. But who has the money for them?
Yesterday was that Tequila Rain "Welcome Back Social."
It was okay. I didn't drink or anything. I had lab this morning at 8. So ended up leaving there mad early. Even though there were a BUNCH of people there, I still felt sort of alone. I guess I don't fit in with those people. It was basically all the frats who were there, drunken, and all the freshman future wanna-bes. I was with some cool people, but the people who I really wanted to be with were a) MIA or b) unable to hang b/c of other duties. I feel that our friendships may not last long anymore. Everyone has a busy schedule. And I might as well just let them steamroll ahead while I go at my own lost and unaware pace.
And in other aspects of life, I'm confused about as well. Mer.
LIFE..
Shouldn't I be really happy? I have my own place, I'm living in Boston for Christs sake.
Maybe I'm looking too much into this stuff.
It's only the beginning of the semester. Let's see how things roll out.
