Tuesday, August 31, 2004
Monday, August 30, 2004
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still havent gotten the garden state soundtrack or the frou frou album. it wasnt at target... and i dont really want to go to sam goody and pay a hunk load of money. ill find it sooner or later.. but sooner is better.
i hate collecting.
newspapers suck.
boo.
my cousins just came back from the philippines last night after about 1 month and a half of being there. havent seen them yet.
well i guess im off to finish cleaning my room and finish my homework. im going to have to walk to the school tomorrow, first to talk to mrs dearden about changing meterology to forensics. and then to the library to do my english. im going to have to go early though, cuz the "recommended time" is 9-12 for the library. so yeah.
Sunday, August 29, 2004
argh
i feel broken. maybe ill just post something up on xanga sayin ill be leavin that alone for a while. i need to update this a lot more often. its already been about 2 months since my last post. =x yeah. well school is starting soon in about a week and like 2 days. sucks. i need to get all my english homework done. or else. im screwed. i have a test on the third day.
i need to do my SAT book. i hate how everyone is sayin theyre gettin like 1300-1400s. it sucks. i only took it twice so far, and i only got an 1180. sucks. didnt even get 1200. all this college stuff is making me stressed. so much. and on top of that regular school. and all the other activities im going to do. like STEP. and i havent even got a call or anything about that STEP minicamp or whatever we were supposed to have this summer. oh well.
i need a job. yet, i dont think ill be getting one. and i dont think ill want one during school, esp. now. i have lots of stuff going on, like step, keyclub activites, homecoming, nhs and nahs events, raising money still for france (if im still going). God i need to lose weight.
yeah did you know i got this program back in the middle of july. and i started it then stopped. then again i started it then stopped. im really going to start tomorrow and not stop. i need to get committed. the program is only 6 weeks. i really need to lose weight. i hate being fat. i want to fit a medium instead of an xl. i dont want this big ass anymore. everything makes me self concious and socially aware. i have issues.
ugh family? broken. i dont think its going to mend anytime soon. family sucks right now. really does.
i really want to see Garden State. and i really really want the garden state soundtrack, along with frou frou's Details. i [heart] the music. makes me feel like everything is going to be okay. ugh. cuz i know that everything is not. its nice to feel happy and hopeful once in a while.
right now my main priority is getting my daym AP english homework done. i still have kind of a lot to do. and i dont want to be left the night before finishing and studying. that really sucks. i need to get to the library. and i need a car to get to the library.
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sorry was interuppted. and i fucking hate family. goddamn it. i just dont feel like i can live this life. someone talk to me before i do anything rash. please.
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new layout. new colors. blue. the color of sadness. just wanted something more interesting to look at. dont like it? toooooo bad. =รพ
i need to do my SAT book. i hate how everyone is sayin theyre gettin like 1300-1400s. it sucks. i only took it twice so far, and i only got an 1180. sucks. didnt even get 1200. all this college stuff is making me stressed. so much. and on top of that regular school. and all the other activities im going to do. like STEP. and i havent even got a call or anything about that STEP minicamp or whatever we were supposed to have this summer. oh well.
i need a job. yet, i dont think ill be getting one. and i dont think ill want one during school, esp. now. i have lots of stuff going on, like step, keyclub activites, homecoming, nhs and nahs events, raising money still for france (if im still going). God i need to lose weight.
yeah did you know i got this program back in the middle of july. and i started it then stopped. then again i started it then stopped. im really going to start tomorrow and not stop. i need to get committed. the program is only 6 weeks. i really need to lose weight. i hate being fat. i want to fit a medium instead of an xl. i dont want this big ass anymore. everything makes me self concious and socially aware. i have issues.
ugh family? broken. i dont think its going to mend anytime soon. family sucks right now. really does.
i really want to see Garden State. and i really really want the garden state soundtrack, along with frou frou's Details. i [heart] the music. makes me feel like everything is going to be okay. ugh. cuz i know that everything is not. its nice to feel happy and hopeful once in a while.
right now my main priority is getting my daym AP english homework done. i still have kind of a lot to do. and i dont want to be left the night before finishing and studying. that really sucks. i need to get to the library. and i need a car to get to the library.
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sorry was interuppted. and i fucking hate family. goddamn it. i just dont feel like i can live this life. someone talk to me before i do anything rash. please.
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new layout. new colors. blue. the color of sadness. just wanted something more interesting to look at. dont like it? toooooo bad. =รพ
Thursday, July 1, 2004
bored with it all
well heya. im kind of bored. i shouldn't be. i have lots of time. so many things to do. but kind of lazy to do it. ive gotta def clean my room. and get more progress done on my english homework. i should be doing my SAT book too. really need to bring that score up.. i only got a 1180 so far. boo. how bout that 1300? aighty. yeah i want to see Spiderman 2. and i want the soundtrack. good songs.
yeah so i dont know where im at. im such a dork. i havent not been out w/ anybody ever since summer ended, well maybe once. ugh i need to get out more often. i really want to go to the beach. but im so tabaaat. but i want a tan. yeah. but yeah. i need to get out in the sun a lot more. i want a pool. or go to a "private" pool. where no one is there. yeah. i want to go swimming.
so yeah i sent my "who's who" thing today. hopefully itll get there by next wednesday, or else im screwed and won't be able to be published in the 38th edition. AP grades are available by phone today, but you must spend 8 ATP (as fitz put it) to get it. i might as well wait for July 15th in the mail. and see how bad i did on that biology exam.
yeah so i just want to get out more often in the sun. have fun in the sun. fun in the sun. i still need to lose mad weight. i lost like 5 pounds. i think. around that. yeah. mad ddr for like 2 hours gets you really pumped. its weird. the first half hour its really tiring and my right calf just hurts. but i keep stretching it out and later its fine. and then like after 45 minutes i just feel so energized. i should play for like 4-5 hours everyday or at least every other day, like Tanya Jessen. shes my idol. hah yeah. i just want to lose weight. im controlling what i eat, yah know, fruits, etc, and resisting a lot of carbs, etc. ughh. no soda. thats no problem. dont really drink soda, and drink lots of water. no problem either. i like it when my pee is clear haha. it means no acid. (haha ewww.) yeah so anyway...
yeah im just soo alone. wheres that special person ive been waiting for? out there somewhere doing the same? where you at?
(where are them comments? would like to get some feedback nah mean?)
yeah so i dont know where im at. im such a dork. i havent not been out w/ anybody ever since summer ended, well maybe once. ugh i need to get out more often. i really want to go to the beach. but im so tabaaat. but i want a tan. yeah. but yeah. i need to get out in the sun a lot more. i want a pool. or go to a "private" pool. where no one is there. yeah. i want to go swimming.
so yeah i sent my "who's who" thing today. hopefully itll get there by next wednesday, or else im screwed and won't be able to be published in the 38th edition. AP grades are available by phone today, but you must spend 8 ATP (as fitz put it) to get it. i might as well wait for July 15th in the mail. and see how bad i did on that biology exam.
yeah so i just want to get out more often in the sun. have fun in the sun. fun in the sun. i still need to lose mad weight. i lost like 5 pounds. i think. around that. yeah. mad ddr for like 2 hours gets you really pumped. its weird. the first half hour its really tiring and my right calf just hurts. but i keep stretching it out and later its fine. and then like after 45 minutes i just feel so energized. i should play for like 4-5 hours everyday or at least every other day, like Tanya Jessen. shes my idol. hah yeah. i just want to lose weight. im controlling what i eat, yah know, fruits, etc, and resisting a lot of carbs, etc. ughh. no soda. thats no problem. dont really drink soda, and drink lots of water. no problem either. i like it when my pee is clear haha. it means no acid. (haha ewww.) yeah so anyway...
yeah im just soo alone. wheres that special person ive been waiting for? out there somewhere doing the same? where you at?
(where are them comments? would like to get some feedback nah mean?)
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
Sunday, June 13, 2004
Tuesday, June 1, 2004
yeah whatever
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just took that. well uhm today was kinda crazy. made madd crazy cupcakes for the brainerd/eastampton kiddies. it was our last day for Yeager's Teens. well that went well i guess. but i came back, went to show choir for the last 5 minutes, then talked to V. apparently i missed the final and couldn't take it cuz it was a group final. and i told her i wasnt going to be here next thursday cuz the yeagers teens trip to six flags, and then she was like well, u cant miss it. its the final, etc.etc. so i was like fine, and then i guess she felt like she could give me a chance since i dont do anything bad in that class or to her etc. so she asked me if i could do it by myself, and of course. it shouldnt be that hard, and i know everything. so im doing it tomorrow morning during tutorial. so that means i gotta wake up early, so im ready and able to sing and dance. all that stuff. just hope i dont mess up the deng shining star harmony stuff. its so weird, but oh well. i would have gladly taken that ZERO for not taking the final (if it meant missing six flags for only 15 bux, and missing class), its not like it would hurt my grade, i think i have like a high 90s area. but whatever. im glad im not doing choir next year. its too much. maybe the school musical if i make it. but yeah. i was kind of mad cuz of that. like i knew i HAD to be there today. but hopefully ill just get everything done tomorrow, along with the individual final. its just starspangled banner, major/chromatic scale, and sightreading. and highest/lowest note. i think theres more, but its not hard. whatever. i just wanna get choir DONE. so after school went to step meeting. our hw is to make a step for tomorrow and then present it to everyone. i have 2 little steps that i made already, but im gonna combine it to make it better. holla. haha. uhmmm i might be able to go to France, which reminds me i forgot to ask Amet for the france info. cuz i need to know the price area. and so i can start fundraising/making MONEY. ugh still need a job. uhm my biology thing is due soon, i think tomorrow, so i gotta do it tonight. what else. i dunno. ugh just so stressful right now. and theres like 2 more weeks of school. thats it. and then i can go submit that BCT scholarship thing which i better get MONEy for. whole daym reason why i did the daym newspaper job.
Sunday, May 30, 2004
so yeah
18 days until last day of finals
so yeah i saw Cold Creek Manor and The Life of David Gale. both were good, but cold creek manor was kind of weird. eh didnt like that movie as much as david gale. wow finally saw it after a long time. i recommend you see it. its good. makes you think and stuff.
well hmm. i dunno. im bored right now. i should go exercise my lazy ass. i cleaned my room a bit. just gotta put some stuff away. once again, i have a floor! haha yeah. uhmm. yeah 18 more days. 18! seems so little but seems like its gonna be a long 18 days. hmm.
well hmm tuesday i have yeagers teens. we're having parties in our classes. its the last day. so its gonna be fun. but they have hw they need to share with us. well i gotta make cupcakes and stuff and somehow contact my other group ppl who i dont have any contact information... hmm. this is gonna be a toughy. haha. hmm maybe someone else has their sn or something.
wednesday is folwell field day. helping out with that for yeagers teens at the end of block 2 and block 3. theyre gonna feed us. haha yeahh. supposedly they have good food. so yup. dont need to buy lunch or whatever. thatll be fun.
and thursday, yeagers teens once again. but the reward thing. which means we're going to SIX FLAGS! holla. 15 bux each for us. yay. havent been there since summer 2001. sheesh and before that it was like 6 years or something. hopefully ill be able to fit in those roller coaster seats. haha.... getting a bit snug. shooot.
well cant wait for step next week. really hope ill make the team. haha its gonna be hard to bond with all those girls though. i think so. so many.
so yeah. nothing else happening. except i just really need to start studying for finals. =( dont wanna take them. finals suck. but then again, if i just study and work hard these last few days and such im sure itll go by faster. like this week, it went by so fast. on thursday, i thought it was tuesday. maybe it was cuz the Germans were there. haha i dunno.
i really really need to lose mad weight. i really have to. i think its cause i dont have too strong of a will. but i do. i dunno. i gotta change my eating habits. bleh. if im gonna do step, im going to have to be fit. F.I.T. haha yeah.
CAC=
+conduct
+attitude
+cooperation
yerp. well ill write later. see ya!
(this was xanga entry. right now im in the process of making a new icon cuz this new york one is tiring me OUT. today the 30th is also ernie's birthday. so happy birthday to you, if you read this or whatever.)
so yeah i saw Cold Creek Manor and The Life of David Gale. both were good, but cold creek manor was kind of weird. eh didnt like that movie as much as david gale. wow finally saw it after a long time. i recommend you see it. its good. makes you think and stuff.
well hmm. i dunno. im bored right now. i should go exercise my lazy ass. i cleaned my room a bit. just gotta put some stuff away. once again, i have a floor! haha yeah. uhmm. yeah 18 more days. 18! seems so little but seems like its gonna be a long 18 days. hmm.
well hmm tuesday i have yeagers teens. we're having parties in our classes. its the last day. so its gonna be fun. but they have hw they need to share with us. well i gotta make cupcakes and stuff and somehow contact my other group ppl who i dont have any contact information... hmm. this is gonna be a toughy. haha. hmm maybe someone else has their sn or something.
wednesday is folwell field day. helping out with that for yeagers teens at the end of block 2 and block 3. theyre gonna feed us. haha yeahh. supposedly they have good food. so yup. dont need to buy lunch or whatever. thatll be fun.
and thursday, yeagers teens once again. but the reward thing. which means we're going to SIX FLAGS! holla. 15 bux each for us. yay. havent been there since summer 2001. sheesh and before that it was like 6 years or something. hopefully ill be able to fit in those roller coaster seats. haha.... getting a bit snug. shooot.
well cant wait for step next week. really hope ill make the team. haha its gonna be hard to bond with all those girls though. i think so. so many.
so yeah. nothing else happening. except i just really need to start studying for finals. =( dont wanna take them. finals suck. but then again, if i just study and work hard these last few days and such im sure itll go by faster. like this week, it went by so fast. on thursday, i thought it was tuesday. maybe it was cuz the Germans were there. haha i dunno.
i really really need to lose mad weight. i really have to. i think its cause i dont have too strong of a will. but i do. i dunno. i gotta change my eating habits. bleh. if im gonna do step, im going to have to be fit. F.I.T. haha yeah.
CAC=
+conduct
+attitude
+cooperation
yerp. well ill write later. see ya!
(this was xanga entry. right now im in the process of making a new icon cuz this new york one is tiring me OUT. today the 30th is also ernie's birthday. so happy birthday to you, if you read this or whatever.)
Thursday, May 20, 2004
hmmm.
oh man. uhm everything was pushed back. thank Goddd. but that means im really gonna have to study tomorrow, saturday, and sunday, and get all my hw done. remember, theres only how many days left? 25?? i think thats it. hollaaaa. yess. it seems so close, yet so far away. man. i cant wait til i get a job. i really need one. but dont know where. plus theres car problems. cuz my brother works now and he needs it too. my best bet.... would probably be at scary D.E. Jones. i dont want acme. too long a daym app. and at the computer. what the hell. why no paper? shiet. lazy ppl. or staples.. but i dunno. i need like all these references and stuff. hmm. maybe. but i dont think theyre hiring. i realllly reallly need a job, preferably close to my house.... so if i have to walk or something i will. oh this sucks. check out my xanga... i changed the colors and changed it up a bit too. im gonna change this. cuz its dull. and dark. check it out. leave me a comment. about the song. or anything. if you have an account.
Tuesday, May 4, 2004
hurting
yeah am i supposed to hurt in my arms and stuff, like i cant bend it w/o using my other arm to stretch it out? or is that just the sign of really really being out of so deng shape, im just gettin used to like, level ONE. haha prolly. i dunno. well im working on doing a lil routine everyday. runnin' included. but this week is like no time week. week from helllll. well gotta get back to study. studying is really hard for me. ehh. so hard.
Monday, May 3, 2004
UGH
soo much crap to do
this week (including next monday) is hell week. the buSIEst week everrrr yet.
aghhhhhhh.
yeah im tryingot to do situps (sorry bad grammer and not paying attention =P) pushups and abs stuff. haha targeting my abs and chest. yeah
i wanna be that skinny, yet not skinny skinny boy. haha i just wanna be thinner than i am now.
im faaat.
cmon pushups. work fo meeee.
this week (including next monday) is hell week. the buSIEst week everrrr yet.
aghhhhhhh.
yeah im tryin
i wanna be that skinny, yet not skinny skinny boy. haha i just wanna be thinner than i am now.
im faaat.
cmon pushups. work fo meeee.
Friday, April 30, 2004
uGhing it
uGh. hah yeah. well its friday. and i just came back from Mr. RV. amazingly steve schmidt won! hollaa. hah although i did vote for »HALFY. MR MAY. hah fun stuff though fun stuff
oh man..... bio final less than one week! (NEXT FRIDAY!!) and AP BIO not this monday but the following MONDAY! shieeezicle. i have to study like crazyyyyyy. oh man.
oh yeah since im on school stuff, what is up w/ no more Calculus honors? theyre cutting that out and making it AP? what? why??? uGh that means ill have 4 AP classes on me... wasnt planning on it. but ehh im dunno what im gonna do... take it or leave it. shoozy.
well school is almost over. june 18th? not sure. but i cant wait to go to SIX FLAGS for YEAGERS TEENS. june 3rd i believe. HOLLA. Andrea gets her time, i get mine. haha i just hope i can fit in those coasters seats. =x hahahah yeah.
so yup im really tryin to like just lose daym weight. losing a little, but i want like a lot. hah yeah dramatic. ehh hopefully b4 senior pics in august. or at least b4 senior year starts =x
well that instrumental concert is actually next thursday. which SUCKS. b/c im gonna have to study like CRAZY tomorrow and sunday. my bio FINAL is friday, like i said, and i wont have time to study last minute.
what else what else.... well my car battery is okay. thank God. i wouldve had to shell out like 75-100 dollars. which reminds me to write that i still also need a JOB. right now im kind of not caring where.. as long as its decent wage and kind of close. cuz i cant be working just to pay for the gas that i have to use to get to the daym place. yeah.
history sucks. i really hate it. i need to study crazy for that too. i kind of hate his review games, b/c everyone has to participate, which obviously makes it fair, but it sucks b/c i dont know any of it. haha yeah im dumb. i just need to really study. english is bad too. (and im just talking about the actual classes) its just all busy work. and my research paper. UGH. daym draft due wednesday?! what?! i better do it this weekend...
harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban! jUNE 4th!!! oh yeahh. haha.
yoo S_T_E_doubleP-E-R-S YOU KNOW! haha yeah... i wanna do it next year. and yeah im like hardcore serious. haha if i lose weight i might just do it. cuz its really mad fun. my younger cuz was teachin me sum steps. its just holla. haha BREAK IT DOWN.
well nothing else for now. besides me wanting to learn the guitar, nothing.
and me on love life? »» hah. =\
oh man..... bio final less than one week! (NEXT FRIDAY!!) and AP BIO not this monday but the following MONDAY! shieeezicle. i have to study like crazyyyyyy. oh man.
oh yeah since im on school stuff, what is up w/ no more Calculus honors? theyre cutting that out and making it AP? what? why??? uGh that means ill have 4 AP classes on me... wasnt planning on it. but ehh im dunno what im gonna do... take it or leave it. shoozy.
well school is almost over. june 18th? not sure. but i cant wait to go to SIX FLAGS for YEAGERS TEENS. june 3rd i believe. HOLLA. Andrea gets her time, i get mine. haha i just hope i can fit in those coasters seats. =x hahahah yeah.
so yup im really tryin to like just lose daym weight. losing a little, but i want like a lot. hah yeah dramatic. ehh hopefully b4 senior pics in august. or at least b4 senior year starts =x
well that instrumental concert is actually next thursday. which SUCKS. b/c im gonna have to study like CRAZY tomorrow and sunday. my bio FINAL is friday, like i said, and i wont have time to study last minute.
what else what else.... well my car battery is okay. thank God. i wouldve had to shell out like 75-100 dollars. which reminds me to write that i still also need a JOB. right now im kind of not caring where.. as long as its decent wage and kind of close. cuz i cant be working just to pay for the gas that i have to use to get to the daym place. yeah.
history sucks. i really hate it. i need to study crazy for that too. i kind of hate his review games, b/c everyone has to participate, which obviously makes it fair, but it sucks b/c i dont know any of it. haha yeah im dumb. i just need to really study. english is bad too. (and im just talking about the actual classes) its just all busy work. and my research paper. UGH. daym draft due wednesday?! what?! i better do it this weekend...
harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban! jUNE 4th!!! oh yeahh. haha.
yoo S_T_E_doubleP-E-R-S YOU KNOW! haha yeah... i wanna do it next year. and yeah im like hardcore serious. haha if i lose weight i might just do it. cuz its really mad fun. my younger cuz was teachin me sum steps. its just holla. haha BREAK IT DOWN.
well nothing else for now. besides me wanting to learn the guitar, nothing.
and me on love life? »» hah. =\
Monday, April 26, 2004
im so stupid
yeah so this morning i went to go to school and i get in my car and go to start it.. and surprise! nothings working. it wont turn on. the horn doesnt even blare *beepbeep*. yeah. so luckily my dad was home. so he hurriedly took me to school. and then the whole day im thinking, i probably forgot to turn the lights off last night, but i wasnt sure b/c i was certain i turned them off.. but unfortunately i did forget. b/c supposedly the switchy thing was on headlight... oh man. so my dad jumped it while i was at school and so it should be fine. uGh now im kind scurred ill break down. b/c of the battery. bleh its my fault anyway. o well. im never gonna do it again. and isnt it funny? b4 this happened i was thinking of putting post it signs or something telling me to turn off the headlights.. hah.. but never did. well thats what happened... and so today i was on a roll doing my homework. b/c in the words of many people, im the biggest procrastinator. yeah. im bad. but the voices of Wicked helped me through it. yeah i really want to see that show. haha CAMP too! haha yesssss i got the DVD finally. love it. bwahaha. nice. now i want Big Fish. dvd tomorrow. woohoo! but the camp dvd cost me 30.. big dent. o well. its a rare find.
Monday, April 19, 2004
what the eff
oh jeez. school sucks. homework i mean. yeah homework just sucks. well whatever. just wanted to rant somemore. i need my daily rant. hah okay. well bye kiddies. oh yeah and i got my parking permit pass thing so now i can drive to school woohoo! u know that rocks. hope you all get to do the same soon. (unless u already are) im just glad cuz i wont have to walk to school anymore (yup no bus for moi) o well.
Sunday, April 18, 2004
sad... but true....
yes... today IS THE LAST DAY OF SPRING BREAK! :X noooo! oh man i hate this. now ive gotta do my homework but i realllly reallllly realllly dont want to. this sucks. i have a lot to do. oh man im screwed. argh like i said before why cant it just be summer already? everythings goin good i guess. oh mann. the weather is maad nice. bleh i hate school. rant rant rant. sorry guys. well i guess i better get started.. someone give me more spirit to do homework, other than AP EXAM and SATs... eff eff eff eff eff.......
Easy to use... twist off cap... urin-....
well it was saturday... now its sunday. just decided to get a live journal cuz its cool. ill still do my xanga.
well daym i cant believe tomorrow is the last day of break. it was long - it was hard - well not really. bleh i hate school. oh man! gonna have to spend the whole daym day tomorrow doing all my shitty homework! crap! so not cool. gotta finish my essay and then the big thing, gotta do my research and read the great gatsby (well most of it... gotta read it by friday) bleh. uGh. why cant it just be daym summer already? that would give me incentive to get a job already. shiet. so i can buy my gas. yes i got my license and driving is a Godsend.
i saw kill bill vol. 2. sooo great. hah the best part (and grossest) or wait i wont say it. heather. xO. oops.
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