I Need to Step It Up. Period.

So I'm finding this the only way to blog now. From my cell phone between short periods between classes. I feel so overwhelmed with everything, but then I think to myself: why is it so hard? Just get your ass in gear, step it up, and just do it. No fucking joke. This is my life and if I fail out, I wouldn't know what to do. I don't want to think of alternatives. I already overheard other third years saying they were going to transfer to do something else if they fail
a class. It makes me nervous. I'm not failing though but I definitely need to do better though in all my classes. "Act like a transfer" is my new motto.