Friday, August 11, 2006

ahhh im a bit tired

Wow so my life (outside of my house) has been awesome.

Yesterday, when I was getting heated from being at home, my savior Lauren Dara Reynolds calls to come pick me up to go to Risa's house. Perfect timing. So we end up DDR'ing for a bit and then watching Anchorman. Such a good movie, lol. I was happy to see the other people there too. Good times.

Ahh, so I guess I'll have to start packing and organizing all of my stuff for school. Oh man. I'm going to miss it here b/c of the people, but I really do miss Boston. I also kind of want school to start too b/c I feel like I need to get back into a routine. I would also like to get a work-study job IF i get federal work-study for this year. I really hope I do because I really need money to pay for things, like books. :\ I would also like to get a Bank of America account, because that's really the bank of choice up in Boston. Plus, it's everywhere there.

So, again, there's only a couple of weeks for me to get into better shape before I get back to school. It's called no more eating out and whatnot b/c I've probably eaten out this summer more than I have in my entire life hah. All those Hollybrook and Applebees outings was expensive enough hah.

ahhh um so i have to cut this short.

but let me just say i <3 LAUREN REYNOLDS

Thursday, August 10, 2006

so yeah

I can't believe that summer is almost over. I need to start packing. I guess the good thing though is that I've already went through the packing experience and I know what to bring and what not to bring. Like I'm not bringing as many clothes that I did last year because I definately didn't wear half of what I brought. Yeahh. Oh I really can't wait. I'm going to be rooming with one of my suitemates from last year, Salman Tejani. It's going to be awesome.

So I have about three weeks to get into better shape before I go back to school. So that means I started back on a diet today, and I need to run as well. If its nice weather later tonight I'll go running outside. Otherwise, it's the treadmill for me. I'm so sad my iPod is broken. I really want a new one. Ideally I'd want a nano for running and a big one because I have over 8600 songs. But yeah, I just don't have the money for anything right now. How about books, anyone? This year it's going to be expensive... ahhh.

But yeah I can't wait to get back into the city. I miss it, I'm a city boy.

Oh yeah and I really need a haircut. I want a new style.

awwwwww

aw so this summer has been one of the best summers of my life b/c of me doing aida. and remember when i wasnt going to do it? and in doing so ive met some of the best people ever. i mean i believe that everything happens for a reason, and this was one of them. ive gotten closer to some of the people that i never thought i would have. and its just been awesome. and im sad that aida is over though b/c it totally cuts down on our hangout time. but that doesnt mean we have to stop!

i love you guys.

and daym am i going to miss ya'll when im in boston. ahhhhh.

Saturday, December 31, 2005

well this year has been full of lots

HAPPY NEW YEARS 2006!

wow this year was chock full o' nuts. i mean events and such. fun times. senior prom, cutting class for the first time in RV haha, crashing my car and losing it, graduation, and project graduation, the graduation parties, and going off to college. and then college. well that was pretty shortened. i wish i thought of writing this earlier but now theres only 15 minutes til 06. i hope this next year brings my joy and fun times, and a small ass.

happy new year everybody.

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

DUNZO. hahaaaaa.

Tuesday, July 5, 2005

july already?

Hey all, wow I havent update in months. Anyway, I have graduated RV as the Class of 2005, yay. It's weird knowing that I am officially now alumni of that place. Well let's see... what have I been doing since seeing everybody at Project Graduation?

I've been babysitting - two kids at first, 1 1/2 year old girl who is as cute as ever, and an annoying 5 year old boy, who lies and does the shifty eyes when asked if he took something or whatnot. Well during that time a 3 month year old boy also came. He cries like no other. Ugh. Well now the two kids aren't coming, because they are on vacation. Yellowstone Park - and in August, Paris! Wow, the little girl has already been to Spain. Crazy, huh?

What else? I've been trying to prepare (& mentally) for college. Mostly financial issues. Ugh, how am I going to pay for this? It's so much. Oh, man.

I've also been trying to workout and everything. You know, so that when I gain that Freshman 15, (hopefully I won't) I'll be the same weight as I am now! Hah. But yeah, I really need to lose mad weight. It's not healthy. And also, I really don't like my doctor. He's not nice, and is straight-to-the-point-no-feeling-jerk-ass. Yeah. Idiot.

Well yesterday I went the Philadelphia Freedom Fest thing w/ Sir Elton John, Patti LaBelle, Bryan Adams, and Rufus Wainwright, and other people for HIV/AIDS awareness and all. It was okay, until I decided to go with Andrea to the Porto-Pottys. It was because the concert was almost starting, and a lot of people were still coming in, plus the fact that the lines for the pottys were really long. That's when we lost Michelle, Rachel, and Heather. Andrea had left her stuff with them and started freaking out and everything because Heather had called saying they were going to move, but in fact they didn't, because, they couldn't really. So I was worried and everything but knew if we didn't find them, that we would probably find them at the train station or at the car in Woodcrest. Andrea was a bucket of emotions. So we were separated for about 2 hours(?) before Andrea pushed her way (about our 4th or 5th time going there) to the spot where we had last seen our triplets. And that's when we finally found them, after every act being done, and during the last song of Patti LaBelle, and right before Elton John. Well the rest was history, Elton John was great, and the people behind and in front of us were interesting. The British people behind me seemed pissed off, and really antsy for Elton, previously making jokes and stuff, you know, calling him the "Queen. The Queen Bee, really." So anyway, at the end my back was hurting and my left foot, because I had been doing yard work the whole morning and afternoon, and hadn't sat down really for the whole day. When I got home I took some sprite and orange juice and mixed them, making my own homemade Orangina, the pop you can find in France and other areas. I drank it all and was refreshed and then went to sleep, not waking up until 9:30 this morning (because I no longer have to deliver stupid BCT newspapers.)

Well I'm done for now. That was long?

Comments?

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

its my birthday today.
18.

Thursday, April 7, 2005

children of eden
april 7,8,9 - 8PM
april 10 - 2PM
RV PAC
tix are $5 for students and senior citizens and $8 for adults
BE THERE.
Because the temptation is too great.

Friday, March 18, 2005

well a short update

well florida was, can i say it?, Awesome-O. it really was grrrrreat. i just want to go back there, especially blizzard beach and just bask in the sun. hah i loooooove it. well ill post a more somewhat detailed entry about my trip but later, maybe after the NHS 8th grade dance thing, cuz right now im about to go to children of eden rehearsal. well. im tired. i dunno what it is about the dentist office but i always seem to fall asleep there.

Sunday, March 6, 2005

going away!

everyone, if youd like to reach me while im in florida, hah yes, you can text me for free at 440-2052. just leave me a message, cuz i may or may not reply. if i reeeealllly like you i just might (cuz it costs me to text out). k well im all packed and ready basically. yup.  i just have to finish cleaning my room. okay well im gonna go lift a lil some more. im still a little sick (yeah it just jumped on me a few days ago) but i think ill get better once im down in the south ;D

Wednesday, March 2, 2005

sigh...

why was the word "crush" given that name?
is it because you know that your heart will be crushed since you know you can never have them?...

:/ crushing

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

only 19 days left til senior trip!!! oh man

im gonna really watch what im eating and do mad exercising these last two weeks and couple of days.

if i stay true, we'll see what it does.

man yo, i still dont know how danielle did it. she lost like mad weight since like only last year, junior year. and this was the beginning of this year that she looked like that. i dunno, im sure there are many other factors along with that....

would i be cute if i was skinny? lol...

Saturday, February 5, 2005

la di da - in a good mood....

... for now. well last night watched The Stepford Wives and I,Robot.  Both were good movies, but if i had to choose between the two I'd choose I,Robot.  I really liked it.  So i finished I,Robot around 2:30, which is when i went to sleep.  So this morning I woke up, did the papers. Ugh.

And I'm still pissed that the stupid guy at the U.S. Gas on 541 didn't give me my gas. Mothereffer. If he wasn't talking on his cell phone, and if he was paying attention, there wouldn't be a problem. Okay here's what happened. I pull up, and this guy is just yapping on his cell phone blahblahblah.  So I tell him 15 regular, and he goes ahead. But it seemed really quick for 15... but I was thinking the little lever on the gauge would go all the way up. (I only need 15 to fill up.)  But as I'm headed to BurlCoLib, it only goes to about in between the half and 3/4 full mark. EffERRRR. whatever. I'm never going back there. My sister had a bad experience with them too. They didn't give her the right change, but the one guy was saying no he was right. Ugh. Effin guy.

Well anyway, after papers, went in the kitchen and sat down.  It's quiet and no one is awake and up yet.  I look over to the sink and see its full of dishes. So I go and do it.

Now I'm here ready to clean my room.  Then later trick out my myspace.

Yeah this was one weird and boring entry. Sorry guys. lol.

Thursday, February 3, 2005

so yeah. i think its an obligation for people to hit me in the head w/ the ball. yeah. it happened again today. sucks. i think theres some attractive force that is just playing with me. oh man. senioritis.

Wednesday, February 2, 2005

im a weird person

yeah so today after gym, and waiting for the bell to ring, i decided for myself that i might become depressed. hmm yeah thats weird and sad.  i mean, after finding out (see below) and then getting hit in the face with a ball in gym, and then almost slipping on ice made me feel so, i dunno. weak.

but now, i feel like "no, i cant do that. thats really stupid. why should i feel sad." ehhh *emoflipsan
i feel like i can do anything now. achieve my goals. complete my tasks. and in life. and esp. in my health. i need to just reallly get on the ball and push myself. just push and push and dont stop. until i feel like i really cant do anymore. and just reallly watch my foods. no one else is really helping me with that part, so its been hard. but now im just going to really do it myself. i have to. i need to.

all i need to do is buy Super Size Me.
so whenever i feel like im "hungry" ill just watch that. yeah. " day 3. *bleCH* "

Tuesday, February 1, 2005

ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..............

well ..... i got accepted to rutgers....

BUT not into ernest mario.... =\
bleh.

i did get accepted to cook though. funny, guess they felt bad, cuz ernest mario was the only college at rutgers that i applied to. ehh. looks like USP or MCPHS?.. still waitin on USP though......

Sunday, January 30, 2005

well i got into massachusettes college of pharmacy and health sciences
at least i know that i havea college to go to if not rutgers or usp

Tuesday, January 4, 2005

so after recently finding out that i am James Joyce, i am now starting to see things in a new light.

so my -late- but still good new years resolutions ::

¤ lose all this extra weight, and this includes
- changing my diet and exercising a LOT more
¤ become happer/ more CONFIDENT
¤ be more outgoing and dont care too much about what people think all the time
- all that did was just make me nervous and bring me down
¤ do more of the things i did but have not done in a long time
- PAINT on canvases
- DRAW
- try new things
- cook (healthy foods lol)
- practice a LOT more piano (i havent stopped, but i havent been playing or practicing as rigorously as i want to)
- JUST BECOME HEALTHIER OVERALL
¤ just try and talk to everyone i can
¤ forgive and resolve past problems
¤ and JUST HAVE FUN
- THIS IS MY SENIOR YEAR & ALL I WANT IS ONLY THE BEST!!!

so yeah this may be so informal, but there it is.

Thursday, December 30, 2004

so yeah i got a redoctane ignition pad

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

time for an update... no?

well

i hate living here

i wish i could live by myself

school sucks

i hate being fat

i hate being stupid and that im not up to par w/ everyone else at school

i hate my family

i hate filipinos

i hate doing things for filipinos b/c you cant "not " say no; you get trapped

i hate the fact that i dont have anyone to talk to, like about serious stuff

i hate the fact that i feel like no one wants to listen to ME

hate being ME

i hate that i feel so alone...



yeah whatever...
happy new year

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

well, its official. today was the last BK meal of my life. yeah. daym you bk.

started working out and running again today. yeah. i need to get in shape, especially if i get casted in the musical.
im tired of being fat.

so the auditions went okay. yeah i dunno. i was like part of the first group to read. sooo yeah not so much time to prepare. and apparently the script was in the library for months now? no idea? yeah. oh well. i guess we'll have to wait.

so no more rock rock BK. farewell.

bonjour all the healthy foods and ways of eating that i learned in my foods and nutrition for wellness class that im taking right now. yeha crazy. and ive been going to bk. soooo ashamed. oh man. alrighty.

farewell all you staff. maybe we'll give you guys an xmas card.

"im sorry arteries. i know, i know, its okay. just hang in there until i lose all this extra poundage."

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

yoooo im workin' on my gunsss oh hahahaah

yeah so when i flex its gonna shoot someone and ill be like oh shoot sorry didnt mean to shoot you

haha yeah

lemme summarize this ::

i started lifting

Thursday, December 9, 2004

AWWW

awwww
i so definately ♥ my friends!!!
nothin but loveee baby.


so let me tell you about it.
so this week has been sort of crappy. was bummed i couldnt go to ny to see rufus w/ chelle, andrea2000 (;D jk jk), and rach and gill.
plus the rain made it gloomy.
until today. :D
so they sort of barrage me after school, lol. we're in a circle. then they pull out a present. and theyre like here!
i really surprised, and am like what??? so they tell me to open it and i do. and i see a barnes and nobles bag! ahhh
so guess what is it? the want two cd. signed by rufus himself. oh hollllla.

THANK YOU [GIRLS] SOO MUCH.
youve made my week.
YOUVE MADE MY CHRISTMAS.
YOUVE MADE MY LIFE.

NOTHIN but LOVE bab-eh` ;D

Wednesday, December 8, 2004

using ImageReady is fuuuuun

yeah sooooo for a bit time now ive been wanting to be able to make my own animated gifs. and so i went online and searched to see what i needed to make them. unfortunately i didnt have any of those programs. and then only yesterday, i found that i did. it was in the "photoshp" folder. haha lets just say its not mine... sooo i found the imageready program. and its soo good. haha making animated gifs of ppl is great. its fun. really is. maybe ill put some on here. haha. with their consent first, of course.


heather!

yeah sooooooooo. yeah...

Saturday, December 4, 2004

EARTHTONE

Earthtone
^^^CLICK.
GO AND LISTEN. they are really good. john, jonah, luis, and josh. mad good. i was a bit surprised. so GO. now. just do it. youll smile.