Gahh

I just took the Med Chem Exam. I already know I probably got a couple wrong. Mer. Stupid logical thinking. Oh well.

I'm supposed to go to tutoring now, but I've decided not to go. It's sort of a waste of my time. I have to do other things.

Okay well onto the long list of stuff to do.

P.S. I've decided to become nicer, meaning not making fun of others anymore, even though it is jokingly and we all know I'm kidding. And I'm trying not to curse anymore. It's bad for my health.

I'm Focusing Better

I need to remember and think about why I'm in pharmacy school. I need to succeed and do well. I do not want to disappoint my family. I want to be successful so I can help them. I cannot fail.

So I cannot worry about the little things. I have to focus better and be successful.

That is all. For my family.

P.S. Diet is going well, I suppose.

Studying

...is not going so well. Ugh. I really need to refocus or something. I have to just get down and do it! Note to self: buckle the eff down!!!

Med chem exam on Thursday. Two exams next week, and assignment due. Sweet. Work Saturday morning at 8. Even better. Hoorah.

I'm really going to go study. Bye.

Aw, didn't get to post one yesterday.

So we were supposed to go to the Back to School Party at Market, but we heard it sucked and it wasn't worth it going all the way out there. Plus we had 8am class this morning. So we just went to Friday's and called up Rose and had ourselves a good time. Yeah the pictures are dark. :(

Mer

Mer.

I'm tired.

My AAA batteries died. I'm going to have to go to CVS to get some. I want my discount.

Fourth year will be the death of me. Sweet.

Let's Get This in Before 12

So today was not as early a day as the rest of them are. I had tutoring this morning from 9:30-11. That was kind of wack. But whatever. Afterwards, I did my 11-12 workout. Yay.

Then I had to call RCN to change my internet plan. The promo ended, and I have to pay $53+ this month! Ugh. So I changed it to the 1.5MBPS speed from the 5MBPS. I don't think I'll see much of a difference. However, I also don't know when they're actually going to change it. "Shonda" said that I wouldn't have to do anything. She had a strong southern accent.

Anyway, had class til about 5ish. Came back here. I sort of accomplished very little. Then Missy called me. We sort of studied. Therapeutics just plains sucks. It's going to be hard. I have to get back on track.

I'm doing well with my diet and exercise I guess. I need to go buy some more fruit and whole wheat bread. And keep drinking water. I want this so bad this time. I have to focus on both school, work, and my health. The social life is on the back burner right now. Mer.

<3 Pharmacy school...

Wow

I can't believe people are actually crying over Tom Brady.

Anyway, my day was long. And I'm still going to study when I'm done with this entry. Ugh. So I got up to the sound of my coffee being brewed (loves it!) and I got ready and everything. It's pretty sweet. I went to class around 7:40am and of course all of the good seats are taken. It's ridiculous. So class went from 8-10am, and after I went back to my apt and exercised for a good 40 minutes. Took a shower, and then went to Wentworth's library with Brigitte for a good two hours. Then we hit up MCP's library til 4, went home, ate and studied til 6. Went to tutoring til 8, and got the last bit of chorus until 9:30. After Daniela came back with me to my place so she can get her stuff, went to drop her stuff off, and now here I am! Busy bee. Haha. And I'm mad hungry now, too. I might have to make that Velveeta Shells and Cheese...

lates.

Hooray for School

Let's see what I did today. I went to church this morning at Emmanuel with Justine. Then after we went to Bed, Bath, & Beyond and Staples. I got binders and those new Sharpie Pens. I think I've fallen instantly in love with them, lol.

I also got a Mr. Coffee coffeemaker!
Mmm! I bought Dunkin Donuts French Vanilla grounds. And I already made some, as you can see. Haha. It's a programmable one, so I can set it to brew in the morning. You know I have those 8am classes. And I yawn throughout the day. It's so bad. So coffee coffee!
















I also got this snack/side fold-up table. This will be helpful. I'll actually have a place to put things now when I'm in my room part. Hahaha.

So I should get back to homework and studying.

Til' tomorrow.

I am Fat

Today was super muggy. It was disgusting. Yucks.

I went to dunkin donuts cause I had a coupon so I used it, but I don't think the girl gave me the right thing. Whatever.

Then we went to Kaze Shabu Shabu. Soo good. Yummy.

However, it's getting hard to fit into some of my jeans, which hasn't happened ever since like high school... so yeah. I have to go on a diet. Drinking only water, eating fruits and veggies, etc. Ugh. And for some reason I've been extra tired this week. I don't know why. I've been taking my multi-vitamin everyday. I just don't know.

Diet for me.

My jeans have to be loose again.

Gotta love these 8am classes!

Not.

Ugh, biotechnology seems fun already. This is def gonna be a tough semester...

Back to School

Classes has started once again. I am a 4th year. Hardcore.

So Virginia was exceptionally fun! Visited Busch Gardens, Jamestown Settlement, The Virginia Air and Space Center, and went shopping! Fun stuff.

But now I already have to go read and organize my stuff before I won't have time to do anything! Hoorah.

ttyl... P.S. just got the Dr. Horrible soundtrack! loves. it.


OH btw. My camera is broken, I lost my iPod, and my new all-in-one printer, the scanner part of it, won't work with my computer because of software problems. Stupid computer.

Blah

So right now I'm totally watching the last episodes of Laguna Beach season one where everyone is leaving for college, haha. And doing laundry/deciding what to cook/eat.

Anyway, I just wanted to say, if there was anything I could change about me that I myself couldn't control, would be my right eye and my crooked teeth. Gah.

i made a boo boo at unos last week... those glasses are tall. at least she didnt charge me for it! i gave her a good tip.

Yellow Sticky Notes

this is amazing. i love the music most of all though.

It's Getting Closer

As each day passes, I can feel the days of classes coming closer (as you can see by my counter at the top of my blog). I can really feel the fall weather coming along. 

So last week I was in Wildwood, New Jersey with my sister, mom, dad, and my two cousins. My dad was only there for a couple of days, and my cousins did not come until the middle of the week.

All in all, it was fun. I freaking love the shore. I love the beach. I could just sit there on the sand all day (with that umbrella and sunblock, haha) and listen to the sounds of the waves, seagulls, and children laughing. I just love it.

Unfortunately, I did get somewhat burned. It was not bad though. I am, however, peeling on my upper arms and back. Yucky. But I am a golden color. Jealous? Haha.

Also, anyone watching the Olympics?! I heart swimming and gymnastics. I won't post any results, just in case you haven't seen it yet.

Hm. I still have to buy one more textbook. I should do that tomorrow morning. That's another $70. Sweet. I should get to bed.

And I'm really feeling my new song on here, "Please forgive me" by David Gray. It suits how I am feeling right now, in a sort of limbo, if you will.

So I'm trying to get on a track of healthy lifestyle and eating. Because I really believe I have the potential to become healthy. I just need to really discipline myself and do what I have to to achieve what I want to see in myself. I'll get there.

I can't believe I'm going to be a 4th year. Then again, everyone I graduated high school with will be graduating this year. 2009. I'm 2011. It'll be worth it in the end. I cannot wait.

Time is just flying by so fast.

Anyway, looks like I have ADHD right now with my typing. I haven't really blogged in a while.

PS. my camera (my sister's old one) died on me when we were at the shore! Ugh. I don't know what to do. I'm going to have to break out my 1.3Mb Olympus from 2001. Sweet son.

Drink lots of water, start taking the stairs all the time again, do my work workbook, start reviewing my biochemistry, finish reading that book before summer is over, laundry, organize, clean clean clean. The list goes on.

Goodnight.

And if you haven't seen something called Dr. Horrible yet, google. Or just go to http://hulu.com/drhorrible and you'll be redirected to watch the whole show.

Something New

Look! They installed an intercom system in my apt! Haha i have yet to try it out yet though.

Im at work waiting til 4pm to sign in. Cant sign in early. ugh.

But ps. i officially hate my school. They dont care about their students, they just want your money. Thats all. Stupid school.

Ill go into detail later, maybe.

More Dreams

This week's theme in dreams seems to be animals trying to bite and kill me.

This morning some little dog that really looked like a koala bit my leg and made me bleed. What a bitch! Haha.

Island, Golf, Weird Animals

So I sort of remember what I dreamt that I was living in a house, where right outside was river, but moat like, because in the center was a big island that was a golf course.

So the setting was nighttime, and the only person I knew was my mother.

My mother and I are sitting in the living room watching TV, and I get bored. I get up to go to the front door, open it, and look out and see many lights. I see this man and woman hitting the golf balls and making pretty good shots. So I grab my golf club from the pile of clubs leaning against the house and set down my golf ball. I attempt to hit the ball but miss and get discouraged and start to go back inside. When I get back into the living room, the news is on. Apparently a Ghea Rizo is interrupting Hale's island golf. It's like a huge ferret/possum/guinea pig/rat. It's probably the size of a small 12 year old. Haha. So it's breaking news and you can see this thing hitting all the golf balls and moving them out of place. I go outside and guess what's right there? This monster thing. So I try to do this weird jump where I'm leaning against a pole and somehow stay in midair. However, the Ghea Rizo can jump, too, and is trying to bite me.

That's when I woke up, and realize that I've only slept for about 2 hours. Haha. Sweet.

Dreams

You know, ever since school has ended back at the beginning of May, I've been having dreams every night. Most of the time I don't remember. But the ones I do are very interesting and weird. Some are good, others are scary. Two of them people were trying to kill me. Scary right?

I was thinking that maybe as soon as I get up I should write them down. Hmm. But I'm too lazy. Haha. Who knows. I was thinking maybe I'll vlog about them too. Have special "Dream Vlogs." That would be interesting, no?

Anywho, I just got home from work. The lovely CVS. Oh those patients and doctors. And condor codes.

The family is coming up this weekend. Yay I'm excited.

And Wednesday I'm going to go see Walking With Dinosaurs: The Live Experience! I'm super excited about that.

AHH.

I don't want to become diabetic and start taking pills. I haven't gotten my blood or blood pressure checked in a while, and I believe that I'm already pre-hypertensive/pre-diabetic. I don't want to start taking pills.

I don't take pills.

true friend (miley cyrus) (violin cover)

Boston Duck Tour! Haha.

I'm chillinng in the ramp area b/c I'm at work way too early.

So the past two days sucked but it didn't suck til my attitude changed.

But now I've gotta be optimistic again. It's not that bad. I love it. Love your job! You don't have to love the people you work with. Bahahaha. Period.

And that's that.

Work is ugh. But the paycheck makes it all better I guess.

Pride '08

So I haven't blogged in forever. Sorry.

Here's a pic from Fritz's Block Party.

We were also supposed to go to the Roxy but it was full up by the time we got there. So we went to Club Café instead.

And after we ate pizzetas at Joseph's. And on the way back home I rolled my ankle on uneven sidewalk. Stupid sidewalk.

It's an Old Subject...

This really is the last straw. I'm sitting here at 3:30am looking at before and after weight loss pictures of people scattered over the internet.

I don't want to be fat anymore. I don't want diabetes. I don't want to have health problems. I don't want to be taking a ton of meds like the people who come to my pharmacy. I want to be healthy.

My entire family has problems with weight. That's including the cousins. And it's only my Dad's side of the family. Ugh. I want to be the first Solomon that gets healthy and thin and stays thin for life. A lifestyle change is what I'm going for. The correct exercise and diet.

Alright. It's way past my bedtime. I'm going running when I wake up.

I can see a beautiful day.

So I'm on the bus right now headin to the city for my friends birthday! Fun in Manhattan. Loves it.

Except I'm on the scary Lucky star chinatown bus. and some indian guy has major BO. ughgggh blech. i dont understand why people cant take showers