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So right now I'm totally watching the last episodes of Laguna Beach season one where everyone is leaving for college, haha. And doing laundry/deciding what to cook/eat.

Anyway, I just wanted to say, if there was anything I could change about me that I myself couldn't control, would be my right eye and my crooked teeth. Gah.

i made a boo boo at unos last week... those glasses are tall. at least she didnt charge me for it! i gave her a good tip.

Yellow Sticky Notes

this is amazing. i love the music most of all though.

It's Getting Closer

As each day passes, I can feel the days of classes coming closer (as you can see by my counter at the top of my blog). I can really feel the fall weather coming along. 

So last week I was in Wildwood, New Jersey with my sister, mom, dad, and my two cousins. My dad was only there for a couple of days, and my cousins did not come until the middle of the week.

All in all, it was fun. I freaking love the shore. I love the beach. I could just sit there on the sand all day (with that umbrella and sunblock, haha) and listen to the sounds of the waves, seagulls, and children laughing. I just love it.

Unfortunately, I did get somewhat burned. It was not bad though. I am, however, peeling on my upper arms and back. Yucky. But I am a golden color. Jealous? Haha.

Also, anyone watching the Olympics?! I heart swimming and gymnastics. I won't post any results, just in case you haven't seen it yet.

Hm. I still have to buy one more textbook. I should do that tomorrow morning. That's another $70. Sweet. I should get to bed.

And I'm really feeling my new song on here, "Please forgive me" by David Gray. It suits how I am feeling right now, in a sort of limbo, if you will.

So I'm trying to get on a track of healthy lifestyle and eating. Because I really believe I have the potential to become healthy. I just need to really discipline myself and do what I have to to achieve what I want to see in myself. I'll get there.

I can't believe I'm going to be a 4th year. Then again, everyone I graduated high school with will be graduating this year. 2009. I'm 2011. It'll be worth it in the end. I cannot wait.

Time is just flying by so fast.

Anyway, looks like I have ADHD right now with my typing. I haven't really blogged in a while.

PS. my camera (my sister's old one) died on me when we were at the shore! Ugh. I don't know what to do. I'm going to have to break out my 1.3Mb Olympus from 2001. Sweet son.

Drink lots of water, start taking the stairs all the time again, do my work workbook, start reviewing my biochemistry, finish reading that book before summer is over, laundry, organize, clean clean clean. The list goes on.

Goodnight.

And if you haven't seen something called Dr. Horrible yet, google. Or just go to http://hulu.com/drhorrible and you'll be redirected to watch the whole show.

Something New

Look! They installed an intercom system in my apt! Haha i have yet to try it out yet though.

Im at work waiting til 4pm to sign in. Cant sign in early. ugh.

But ps. i officially hate my school. They dont care about their students, they just want your money. Thats all. Stupid school.

Ill go into detail later, maybe.

More Dreams

This week's theme in dreams seems to be animals trying to bite and kill me.

This morning some little dog that really looked like a koala bit my leg and made me bleed. What a bitch! Haha.

Island, Golf, Weird Animals

So I sort of remember what I dreamt that I was living in a house, where right outside was river, but moat like, because in the center was a big island that was a golf course.

So the setting was nighttime, and the only person I knew was my mother.

My mother and I are sitting in the living room watching TV, and I get bored. I get up to go to the front door, open it, and look out and see many lights. I see this man and woman hitting the golf balls and making pretty good shots. So I grab my golf club from the pile of clubs leaning against the house and set down my golf ball. I attempt to hit the ball but miss and get discouraged and start to go back inside. When I get back into the living room, the news is on. Apparently a Ghea Rizo is interrupting Hale's island golf. It's like a huge ferret/possum/guinea pig/rat. It's probably the size of a small 12 year old. Haha. So it's breaking news and you can see this thing hitting all the golf balls and moving them out of place. I go outside and guess what's right there? This monster thing. So I try to do this weird jump where I'm leaning against a pole and somehow stay in midair. However, the Ghea Rizo can jump, too, and is trying to bite me.

That's when I woke up, and realize that I've only slept for about 2 hours. Haha. Sweet.

Dreams

You know, ever since school has ended back at the beginning of May, I've been having dreams every night. Most of the time I don't remember. But the ones I do are very interesting and weird. Some are good, others are scary. Two of them people were trying to kill me. Scary right?

I was thinking that maybe as soon as I get up I should write them down. Hmm. But I'm too lazy. Haha. Who knows. I was thinking maybe I'll vlog about them too. Have special "Dream Vlogs." That would be interesting, no?

Anywho, I just got home from work. The lovely CVS. Oh those patients and doctors. And condor codes.

The family is coming up this weekend. Yay I'm excited.

And Wednesday I'm going to go see Walking With Dinosaurs: The Live Experience! I'm super excited about that.

AHH.

I don't want to become diabetic and start taking pills. I haven't gotten my blood or blood pressure checked in a while, and I believe that I'm already pre-hypertensive/pre-diabetic. I don't want to start taking pills.

I don't take pills.

true friend (miley cyrus) (violin cover)

Boston Duck Tour! Haha.

I'm chillinng in the ramp area b/c I'm at work way too early.

So the past two days sucked but it didn't suck til my attitude changed.

But now I've gotta be optimistic again. It's not that bad. I love it. Love your job! You don't have to love the people you work with. Bahahaha. Period.

And that's that.

Work is ugh. But the paycheck makes it all better I guess.

Pride '08

So I haven't blogged in forever. Sorry.

Here's a pic from Fritz's Block Party.

We were also supposed to go to the Roxy but it was full up by the time we got there. So we went to Club Café instead.

And after we ate pizzetas at Joseph's. And on the way back home I rolled my ankle on uneven sidewalk. Stupid sidewalk.

It's an Old Subject...

This really is the last straw. I'm sitting here at 3:30am looking at before and after weight loss pictures of people scattered over the internet.

I don't want to be fat anymore. I don't want diabetes. I don't want to have health problems. I don't want to be taking a ton of meds like the people who come to my pharmacy. I want to be healthy.

My entire family has problems with weight. That's including the cousins. And it's only my Dad's side of the family. Ugh. I want to be the first Solomon that gets healthy and thin and stays thin for life. A lifestyle change is what I'm going for. The correct exercise and diet.

Alright. It's way past my bedtime. I'm going running when I wake up.

I can see a beautiful day.

So I'm on the bus right now headin to the city for my friends birthday! Fun in Manhattan. Loves it.

Except I'm on the scary Lucky star chinatown bus. and some indian guy has major BO. ughgggh blech. i dont understand why people cant take showers

Success!

I made it to Eliot station unharmed and not lost! Yesss.

So now I know where to go when I go back home. And for Monday's commute. Took me exactly an hour to get here, plus the time =t takes to walk to actual work. It's hot. I'll go take a walk and explore because it is way too early for me to go in.

I was looking cute yesterday! haha.

I also put my brown old navy blazer on. It was chilly.

So again I'm on my way to work. I'm still not comfortable with all the stuff. I certainly haven't done everything yet. And I'm afraid my preceptor-to-be doesn't like me because I'm not learning fast enough. I only started answering phones on Monday. But I certainly don't know everything associated with a phone call yet. All I know is that you can't let it ring more than twice or something. You have to answer and then put them on hold. I don't know. I just hope everything is better today. And that the pharmacists don't think I'm really stupid. Because that's certainly how I feel when I'm not doing the things I don't know how to do yet.

P.S. I can never gauge the weather. It's hot today but I'm wearing my fleece. I dressed casual today. my AE shirt w/ the skinny tie and my black Skechers. 12-8. Let's have fun.

Hmm I should take a later train.

But I like to be early. If only there was a place I could just chill for like 20 minutes instead of on the steps to the T. Hah. Yuck. That's not weird huh. The sun is nice though. And I get to watch the cars go by. Hahaha.

Look! I'm a sphinx!

So I'm on my way to work and yesterday just seemed so awkward because I was asking a lot of questions. I feel tonight will be the same. However I'm turning over a new leaf and I'm going to be more open, and hopefully seem less scared and shy. Because I'm really not. So hopefully tonight will be better and get to know my co-workers better as well. I mean they don't really know anything about me. So why not let loose?

Finally.

An Apple store in Boston.

It's so beautiful.

Not the best picture of me but whatever.

So I'm back to Boston already. And I'm also not gonna be going back until August for our week long vaca house in Wildwood that my Ate got.

Now it's time to lose weight, work and make the moolah, and try to study some things. You know, exercise my brain so I don't become more stupid than I already am.

But yes. My goal is to Sh! become healthy and lose this extra weight that is so toxic to my body.

Alright maybe ill post another during my multi hour journey but trying to write this and trying to AIM at the same time is not working out.

Peace peace.

I'm home. But leaving the day after tomorrow.

I arrived yesterday (Saturday) around 3:15pm. And I'm already leaving the day after tomorrow. Tuesday morning. Yay.

But the time I've been home already has given me time to think about things. Like how I really am determined on reaching my goal this summer. As well as being independent for the summer, and working at my newfound job. Also, since I'm 21, I can now do more things in terms of going out. Although that requires money, huh... I need to save up everything I make this summer. Rent is calling my name.

Le sigh. I'll write more when I get back home to Boston.

I don't know what I'm doing tomorrow. Maybe visit RV? Who knows. Maybe I'll get my haircut. But that requires more money. I really do hate money.

Goodnight. Time to watch Superbad for the first time. (maybe. either watch or sleep. I'll decide in the next couple minutes...)

I'll fix the formatting and such when i get home.

So did you like my previous post? It was more of a picture book rather a blog post. But I hope that whoever looked at it enjoyed it.

Well now I have more pictures for you. Until I can fix it, it'll be just in order without my text in between. And the stupid Verizon stuff @ the end will probably appear.

So the first picture I just took, because I'm on my way home, and Mr. Justin is accompanying me on my iPod.

The second are my grades for this semester. Yeah they suck, but oh well. That C+ is my physio/patho grade. I hate the professor who teaches it. But I got an A- in Biochem!

And this last picture is of my own made caldereta! It tasted good. I thought I completely botched it early during the cooking process, but I didn't. :)

Will elaborate more when I get home!

Finals have begun. Oh Lord.

I have 5 finals. One on each day of the week. Two of them at 8am! Gross. Anyway I can't wait until they are over.

Back to studying.

I HATE THE RAIN. And I'm so dumb. I wore my new brown leather shoes and nothing flagged me when I hit the front door of my apartment building and I saw it was raining. Of course, I did have my umbrella. But I didn't think anything of the shoes. I should just worn my sneakers and brought my shoes in my bookbag. Or just worn something completely different so I would've worn my black shoes. I know for a fact that those can stand water. Ugh.

I really do hate the rain.

I feel weird. Like I don't have a place right now. And it feels like I can't relate or talk to anyone on a level I'm seeking. I don't think I've ever opened up to anyone fully. Everyone just gets snippets here and there. i'm longing for that connection. I guess that's a reason why I want to have someone. He could be someone I could tell my deepest and darkest secrets that Ilve never told anyone. Life is hard.

Somethng in me has also clicked. I've decided I don't want to be fat anymore. It's going to take work, but I need to do this for myself and my health. I need to prove to myself that I'm able to face a challenge and complete it succesfully. I also don't want Type II diabetes.

So from now on, I'm keeping myself on the downlow. I'm not going to speak my mind as much because all it gets is ridicule and I'm dead tired of it. We'll see how everyone likes this me.